Sunday, October 24, 2004
wad a boring day...spent my sunday at hm slackin...cant believe tt i m NOT enjoyin tt. I think maybe coz ever since poly started i having been staying at hm much...needless to even think slackin at hm cos i've got nothin much to do...i shld b repaying up my sleepin debts..means slp whole day, but i cant! Such a waste of time.hahaz..
did nothin much, helped my sis tuition kids in the morn. Den help my mum wif cookin..for her frenz tt potentially made me partially deaf today, thanks sia. Haha....=S. Den packed bag for tml's camp...x(
5 dayz lor...rot there baz....
Oh..i read books today..=) HAah..borrowed from lib..haa..happy...gonna make it a habit for my tiz hol too..
Haha...guess u wun c moi for the next 5 days or so..so tell u abt the camp when i m back...hahah...
i haf a feelin tinks aren't really workin out....i noe i m a pessimist at such tinks but i dun c a future in it...y let the cut be deeper as time goes by? Pls. let me go...chang tong bu ru duan tong...forget it la...
9:57 PM
lala...hehe...=)
today did a good deed. i tuitioned a few of my sis's students..maths n chinese. wahaha..u tink i CMI rite? hahah..too badz...i did it! hahah...but tiring job leh...free labor from 10am - 3pm lehz! haha...
Went to meet moi fren and acc him go photostat books at katong, den planned to pei him go airport study,[ he study la, not me ], den took mrt. But we chatted all e way to pasir ris, w/o noticing e stopz! Nvm, den we took back to tanah merah, den waited 4 e correct wan, but we missed it again! Damn! hahaz...wadeva e case, we reached e airport ard 7pm, go eat dinner, den wanna go c aeroplanes be4 he start! So went 2 e viewing gallery...den aft jus settled down dere...My fren was supposed to start on p. acc while i watch vcd on my laptop, but awhile later, he joined me...sian diao..hahah...
Watch and slacked there till 11plus den take mrt home..haiyo..so late...sho tiredz..haha...
tml mum's frenz coming to moi hse and sing and rehearse for next performance...sianz...means i will not haf much peace tml. Den sis gonna ask her students over in the morn for me to tuition again! Double sianz. Den guitar camp frm tiz coming mon to fri, 5 dayz!!!!!! Triple sianz...eek...so long...hahah...ok la...stop here le...sorri to stop so abruptly but gotta run...lolx. =P
1:43 AM
Friday, October 22, 2004
howdy fellas...haha...can see the change in my moodz sia? Coz exams r over!!! Hurray! De bez tink tt ever happened recently...hahaz..torturous 2 wks sia. Nw i m jus waiting for moi jc frenz to finish their A's so we cud all go out n haf a rollin gd time! Its been such a long time since we've meet up n stuff. Can't wait man.
Let's summarise my performance for tiz time.
[MST1]: Tot i cud flunk stats [indeed it came out lyk 25m/100m of e paper lor]. But luckily i buried
moiself in e maths text e nite b4. So tink cud do la.
[IPC]: Tot i was totally dead too. Went to c past yr exam papers den panicked. Hahaz..but turned
out tt tis yrs' paper lyk easier...i tink la...;)
[MB]: Tot it was a goner paper 4 moi too. Gt so much to memorise n understand [coz i din realli
listen to lects]..tt i freaked too. Den turned out i cud crap la..so its ok..realli average onli...maybe tiz paper might pull down moi overall marks..bt can pass la..happy enuff..onli tink tt so many pple walked out of e rm n handed in their paper jus 1hr aft e paper! [its a 2hr paper] lyk tiff..jess..kelvin..n more. Its quite disappointin la...tot they cud've jus tried abit more? i noe tiff's given up lor..bt the rest...??
Anyway, its over. So fast 6 modules cleared [3 core + 3 IS]..gettin back results on 11/11..eek..lala..but its time to play nw..haha..i've gt some tinks on moi list i wanna do...act many la..but muz do wan is...
- practice guitar
- try to play e piano again[ at least re-learn to coordinate both hands again]
- train moi stamina [i noe i cant slim down guys..dun luff..haha..i've resigned to fate]
- play mahjong! [hang itchy alr]
- hang out wif frenz [whoever it is la]
- play The Sims 2 [Juz came out nt long!!!!!!]
wahahaha..so many tinks to do..but 6/12 sch reopen liao..nvm..i m happy to start sch la..guess 1/2-way thru the hols i'll be damn bored liao..hahah...so anyone wanna hang out wif me feel free too ok? Wahahaha...
later goin to dunno wad Neptune place watch moi mum n frenz perform..*bored* but heardsay v prestigious event..got many diff countries pple perform..i go take pics..bleahz..cant go out on moi own today..sui bian la..tml goin out..haha...ok..blog so long le..u guys seeing also eyes wanna roll out le..so tata!
3:20 PM
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
hi...so late alr...still here...-_-lll
today wasn't v fruitful. woke up early ard 9 to study, den doze off. Ard 11am tried studyin, but cldn't conc. Den ard 2 started again, flipped thru abit, den lag discipline, go watch tv. Went to meet moi fren at his hse 1st ard 5pm, den slacked and finally moved moi butt to hougang mac to study. Read thru last 2 chapz, den dunno wad's goin on...den 10plus alr. Den we took a bus back to his hm e void deck, cont studyin till 11plus, n i onli finish 3chapz in total..hw nice...
conclusion: tml last day of studyin. Hafta study 1st chapz to virology for e 1st time. Den last 3chapz again cos 4got most alr. Den pract log bk.
Die...No past yr paper to c summore..dunno hw e paper's gonna b...2hr leh...hai..so cham...really alot dunno..if nt 4get alr..cant stand e fact every1 tinks i m a genius when i really no confidence tiz time lor..
sui bian la...haha...anyway, thur finish alr la...suddenly hope i haf more time to study yet feel lyk jus gettin over it nw at the same time..haha...contradicting moiself again. Oppz..haha..ok la..stop here..tiredz liao..go rest..tml still hafta study so much..ciaoz.
1:53 AM
Monday, October 18, 2004
Woah...back to blog. Think u all must be relieved, haha, finally a new post from moi. Sorri lah, busy gal u noe...hek hek. 1 week jus passed by lyk tt. Let's c, study wk over [which was totally useless], MST1 and IPC exams over. Now its only MB left..gettin moi freedom soon! Haha! =P
During study week, nothin much worth noting..jus been slackin frm 1 place to another...haha...den e nite be4 MST1 i freaked a little coz i was clueless abt stats n probability...hah....den heng heng the paper tt came out was relatively easy...haha..so i tink can still make it..haha...nonetheless, i announced tt i totally sucked at probability.
Then today IPC paper. Paper was fairly easy too...haha...was shocked when i saw the paper. Coz yest be4 slp went to browse thru past yr paper, den nv do, but schemed thru. Den tiz morn c the paper i was lyk ...huh...hw come e qns lyk e same wan dere..haha...not exactly la..but same kind lor! haha..but luckily i noe how to do most la. =P Oh, n dere's a trend i observed too. I'll always answer e 1st mcq qn wrongly in every chem paper wanz...-_-lll...wad the...haha...
Hmm...bt its ok arh..coz onli 1 more paper to go!!! Eeek...its MB! =S
i lyk reading n studyin MB but nt being tested for it...cos we gt a whole darn lot stuff to memorise lor! Hmmpph.. Which is y i still bu she de start, tho' thur is e paper liao..haha..e look of e amt to memorise i can pengz alr...hah..=S
Tml will b meetin moi fren to study together but still dunno where lehz...diaoz..hopefully near moi hm..hehe...if not den too bad lor..moi fren promised to help me carry e heavy book if we go somewhere far..hah...SO, i tink'll at least get sth done la...haha..chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi ba...hek hek...jIA YoU pPle! Haha....=)))
5:57 PM
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Heyz, haven been bloggin cos v busy. Hai. I overestimated myself on my studyin plan i tink. By nw, i shld haf at least finish revision once or twice for maths and started on chem..But NO! wtf...i said i wun use vulgarities alr but i realli cant stand my slackness lor! I realli feel lyk slammin myself on the wall man...U guys may tink tt i m stressed up. But i m NOT! I jus cant stand it when i cant meet my targets on time, when there shld b no excuses to nt haf done so. X(
I dun put much hopes in my exams tis time le..but hopefully can still make it...shito...
nothin much has been goin on la..e usual...meetin the same few pple, doin e same tinks, rottin the same hole i haf been in for the past few months...dung...i need to unwind damn it...
only sometink to b pleased, i met 1 of moi close pal. haha...spend a whole day together..haha..bt that links to another fren tt seems to be out of touch wif us le..hai..let her be la..my brain cant contain much more for worries la.
wadeva la. tml gonna do maths n hope to at least finish studyin (not do, jus understand) book 1 of chem man..if can of cos read thru book 2 too.but dun tink so la..hai...
jia youz pple...its a hard time for all of us. there must be a storm be4 we can c the rainbow..hopefully i believe wad i jus said..silly me...
10:13 PM
Monday, October 04, 2004
hiz...how was ur day? Mine was blue. Had chem pract test today. I act. almost freak out be4 the pract cos the other sheena started rambling on 'bout ionic eqm n i dunnoe wad the heck she's talking abt...i mean when she start to go into the calculation parts..ha...aft we went into the lab...we started rinsing our apparatus n i was so problematic..1st my burette was faulty..den i changed...den i saw a smaller conical flask which i tot was wrong(but its ok 1)..hah..finally settled down to do..den aft i did the usual titration stuff ...i blurred at the cal part(as usual)...haiyo...stun dunno hw long...until the min i wanted to give up and hand in the paper den i was "enlightened"..haha..lucky moi...
but den some of my frenz quite suay lor...sheena used wrong solution n did wrongly..so hafta ask for more solution=minus marks. den jess also blur use wrong i tink..den not enuff..hafta ask more solution too..den she cried lor! My god..scared me lor...i tot was happened...relac gal...its only a pract..moreover, its the final written dat's v impt. den mick took michael's solution...haiyo...all so luan4! but chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi...aft that everythin fell into place la...and we finished pract.
Yaz n i had to stay for SAG so we decided to go mum mum..at canteen 3 but acc. tiff go blk 53 hand in her IAC report la. When we reached canteen n sat down..we saw Ms Ong li hui lor...den she sat beside us..so in the end we sat together...next, we went to buy food, den saw mr chow...! -_-lll haha...anyway we ate n ms ong asked alot of qns la..ask me how's poly compared to jc..den wad ccas our class pple joined...blah..aft..we bade gdbye to her den we went to com lab to try out SN lor...which took us a darn 2 n 1/2 hrs doing the stupid pathetic wksht lor...i guess i m goin to die tis wed for the SN test...darnz.
SAG was quite fun la...did some exercises..den had to do a short skit..shit! yeah..but it was fun...destressed abit...was laughinh thru'out haha...
Anyway, tml only hafta go sch for maths lect!!! 10-12pm lor! Damn....my travelling time alr 2hours back n fro lor...damn..so wanna pon but conscience told me to go...haha...shit...why do i hav a heart man..ok la...be back soon...ciaoz!
"if tml nv comes..if my time on earth is thru...will any1 miss me....will any1 care? Cherish every1 u noe when u can..u'll nv noe wad's gonna happen...1min u maybe laughing wif tt person but the next min he might jus b gone......"
10:40 PM
Sunday, October 03, 2004
Ello...back to blog...
Yest' went to my fren's b'dae party..quite ok la...but quite boring..cos most of her frens are her classmates..so they had fun..i joined in too...but aft awhile i became bored..haha. Oh, u noe, Singapore's really a small island...cos the world's so small. when i reached the place rite, i walked ard looking for the b'day gal...den suddenly sum1 called out to moi...and its moi Chinese drama senior...she and her bf spotted me..haha...den i stunned for a min..cos i lagged lyk a few seconds...Aft i wished the b'day and stuff, moi senior told me to join her and we sorta chatted..upadated each other and stuff..den she said she knew the b'day gal while working part-time. And also...i knew moi senior's bf thru' some frenz during an outing too...Then as if the world's not small enuff, the b'day's gal's mum know my mum thru' another fren. So u can guess wad happened la. My mum went too...haha......so yeah...everyone knew each other...haha....
yep, so i went to eat..den sat wif my senior and chatted somemore..joined in the fun..but after went to sit wif my mum and her frenz..hear them sing songs..they asked me to sing..but i din wan the windows to break la..so i din..The b'dae gal cut the cuke soon after and blah blah...den ard 9plus i wanted to leave le...but my mum wouldn't bug...she was having her fun singing and dancing line-dance...-_-lll That's y....i only left the place ard 10plus 11...sheesh...wad a havoc mum i hav lor...sian 1/2..haha...
Sianz...dun feel lyk doin anythin...today's SUnDay...time flies...tml chem pract test...dunno wad can i study..went to flip thru' moi notes..but nothin seems to get into moi head...went online..but dun feel lyk chattin...went to play moi guitar...but din last long...went to watch tv...shit..news....hai...today i m feelin weird...nothin really seems right..dunno why...sth seems to be missing out..
Perhaps i jus need some answers...some answers to assure me...assure me that wad i am doin is right...wad i m waiting is worthwhile...wad i m hoping will come true...*pray hardz* Oh and not forgeting my frenz taking As soon...i noe i noe..its 31days more...work hard kkz? Dun let ur tiredness fail u...u've endured 2yrs jus for tis day...Jia you pple...!
"so now i come to u..with open arms..nothin to hide...believe wad i say. So here i m..with open arms..hoping u'll see..wad ur love means to me..."
10:06 PM
Saturday, October 02, 2004
Heyz...jus changed my blog outlook to....garfield!!! hahaz...finally decided to change it..yeah..nice? I dun tink its very nice la...but bear with it ok? At least for a couple of months perhaps..unless i've got the mood to sit down and do sth about it again. Hehe...oh..and sorry nu er...i v lazy to add the tagboard today..maybe another day ok? hahaz....
This 2 weeks past by jus lyk tt! My goodness...maybe becos i've got so much to do...that's y..hahaz...as i've mentioned in moi previous blog, no more IS modules alr! at least for tis term la...hahaz..good lo...but exams are coming...OMG...tis coming week gonna have all 3 pract test: Mon-chem, Wed-mst1, Fri-MB....sian diao....ever since CT i realli slacken alr lo..now gotta start to bia again hor...very hard leh....haiyo. But must try....maybe starting from next week baz...now still in recovery period from post-IS projects effect..hahaz...
Haiz...let shiya scold me on msn on Fri...why? Cos after presentations on thursday, i was supposed to meet up wif my close pal at KAP la. Then she act. say she could meet ard 4plus 5pm...so i agreed...den aft tt becos her toopid GP tutor wan her to stay back and she could only meet me ard 6plus...So...she called me..and i was v drained out alr...and she ting de chu lo..from my voice..so after we consider for awhile, we decided not to meet and i shall go hm...altho she sounded quite disappointed la...[ i also felt the same lo]. After, i really went hm...was so tired i slept thru' out my journey but 1/2 way hm..another of my fren called to ask for my help. He wanted me to acc. him go library search the microfilms for articles with him cos he dunno how to...i was v v v reluctant but he's deadline was lyk next wk alr..so jus being helpful, i agreed on the term that i will go hm, bathe alr den go meet him since he needed my favour (rem the fact that my laptop and clothes ain't light at all). In the end, i met him ard 7pm, go lib find his stuff, den go eat den reach hm ard 11plus lor.
Yep..so tis is the whole story and i was scolded...haiz...she said i zhong se qing you...for goodness sake, i din even plan to meet the guy in the1st place lor. And furthermore, he's jus a fren...wad zhong "se" qing you....She say i always make empty promises...which i m not guilty for until recently....becos many tinks jus pop up and i had to turn my frenz down....not as if i lyk lor...the feeling's not good at all lor....another tink to note is that i was meeting up my fren to chat...but another fren need a favour for his project lor...which is more impt...if u really wanna compare the motive for meeting each one... den she said, if she were me, she will wait for my fren...hai...wad the...i was tired lor.
Haiz...but after reflecting...i tink she might be right to a certain extent...cos i realized that i may be wad she'd call it, "an ingrateful chap". Haiz...cos even the time when i stepped out of JC...i left w/o a word...i din not wan to turn back once i walk out of TJ...but i left my frenz crying there....I din not noe tis until recently when 1 of my fren told me...haiz...i rem aft i went to pass my letter to the P, i left w/o telling my class and frenz...and it was during a break in sch...i din noe my class was waiting for me somewhere...and i left lyk tt...then when JJ [ex-jc-pal] went back to the class...he saw my classmates crying...and when he asked...they jus asked him not to bother them..cos they were still in shock tt i jus left lyk tt...in between there were lotsa emotions goin on but i wun touch on tt...but the fact that i made my frenz cry...bothered me...i hate to make my frenz sad....i wan to be the one that brighten up their day[that's y i m such a joker]...but not the reverse...
now i noe why tt day when i was walking out of TJ alone [cos i dun wan anyone to see me go], JJ jus pon the rest of the classes of the day and acc me hm...diaoz..still treat me eat dessert...sian diao.....(i suddenly rem the fact tt aft he acc me hm, he lost his way while travellin hm cos he took the wrong direction..haha) Ok...apart from that funny incident...yeah..i tink i shld change for the better....haiz...i noe that my fren[the one that i was supposed to meet at KAP} is not mad at me at all..cos she said she was at fault too [we chatted on msn yest]..but yeah...maybe i shld've waited la...i tink i cant call myself a worthy fren now baz...maybe as wad 1 of my fren said be4...i've changed...
But trust me, i dun mean too hurt anyone out there. Give me time to change for the better okay? Dun give up on me....
My god..i wrote so much rubbish..ok...shall end here...paiseh if ur eyes are falling out by tis time now! Hehe....
"gei wo duo yi dian shi jian...ying wei shi jian neng zheng ming wo de cun zai...peng you zhi jian bu xu yao you tai duo de yan yu...ping yi ge wei xiao..qian yi qian zui jiao...jiu neng de dao gong ming..bu shi ma?"
3:51 PM
Friday, October 01, 2004
Wah wah wah! Its been so the very long since i last blogged hor? 18/9 till now 30/9. Wow...it literally means that i haven been having much fun in between this period of time cos i cant slack and be bothered to update tis blog corner.
I have a statement to make....IAC AND OCOM IS OVER!!! YEAH! HURRAY! Hallejulah! Its all over from today! Today did the presentations for both of them...and it turned out quite well la..tho' got some small probs here and there. Nonetheless, i dun hafta care abt tis nonsensical dung module from this pt. of time! haha...
today wore formal dress code somemore. Maroon coloured collared shirt, black dress-pants, and cot shoes..haha...good tink, was only spotted by a classmate and a fren.bad tink, was spotted by the classmate and fren 2 times! haha..sianz diao..as if i care...as if they bother to scruntinize me anyway, chey...haha
its v late le..and i v shagged alr..so tml if i do blog, den i elaborate on the details of wad had happen these few days..the prominent events la i mean..so ciao!
*Oh oh..we're in trouble yeah yeah....exams coming near and i m gonna be busted yeah yeah...whaahahahah*
1:04 AM
